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Friday, September 21, 2012

Not Right Now



The thought filled my head,
a shudder of dread.
I cant do this, Im but a kid myself.
What will mama say, the rest of the family?
I cant handle this, not right now.
This should be a happy time, a joyous time.
But why am i so scared, so afraid?
between school and work I would never have time,
Not right now.
The time has come, the test, its negative.
I want a baby, just not right now.
7.14.12

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