Everybody Wears a Mask ( The Poem)

The girl everybody comes to,
She is  their emotional support.
The sister with the bullies,
The best friend who deserves the best.
The friends who just can’t cope,
The ones who’ve lost hope.
She seems so strong,
Seems so happy.
But everybody wears a mask,
Hers just happens to be practiced.
Sometimes the “happiest” ones,
They are the ones crying at night.
The one everybody leans on,
She can’t be the emotional wreck.
If she is an emotional wreck,
Who will hold the world’s problem’s?
Everybody wears a mask,
Hers just happens to be perfect…
10.3.12

My Emotions

Breaking down inside,
Although I don’t know why.
My emotions getting the best of me,
Could it be everyone’s pain?
Maybe a break for awhile,
From helping everyone.
The emotions and the pain,
They are taking a toll.
Maybe take time,
Time to deal with my emotions.
I can’t everyone needs me,
Their emotional support.
The bullied sister,
The hurt best friend.
Maybe I need time,
Time for my emotions.
10.3.12

Broken Mind

My mind, maybe it needs fixing,
My heart had to be.
Could it be that my broken heart,
Caused a broken mind?
Thinking all these things,
Things I don’t like about myself.
Could a broken heart,
Cause a broken Mind?
A broken mind,
Would explain emotional break downs.
Why I feel depressed,
depressed when I should be happy.
Maybe I’m a failure,
Maybe that caused my broken mind.
10.3.12

Everybody Wears a Mask

I can't be the emotional one. I have to be strong for everyone. I'm the one they come to when something is wrong, I'm the one who talks sense into them when they are hurting. I can't do all of this if I am an emotional wreck. So why is it I feel like bawling my eyes out. I feel like I just got hit with an emotional train. I don't understand it, I just randomly feel like this all of a sudden? I try to be inspirational to everyone because everyone needs at least a little inspiration in there life. And If I can be that inspiration then I will be. But I can't be said inspiration If I am an emotional wreck.. I just needed to write. It helps me feel better. One Inspiration a day will be coming back I promise. I just gotta get myself back together..

Rediculous

It’s like every time I start to get ahead, I get knocked back down.. but I’m here to say that I am not letting it get to me, I am not giving up! I will get back ahead and I will stay ahead! Mark my words!!!!

Inspiration Time!

Okay so I need some inspiration sometimes too! But I guess everybody needs it every once in a while. Well I know I forgot to do and inspiration post yesterday but I was busy working with my dad and working on that story I was telling you about. I just want to say that I think it has great potential! peace and love to everyone today and have a great day! :)

Today's Inspiration: As God's children we always have someone who loves and forgives us, even when we are the lowest we can be. We can always look up and there will be God's hand to help pull us back up the rungs!

Hmmm,, Story?

So I'm thinking of writing a story. Never really written a whole story so we will see how this goes! here is what I have so far tell me what you think!

'Deja Vu' thought Sophia. Days earlier she had a dream of a storm like the one happening tonight, and of her mom working a double shift. she just hoped the the part of her dream, depicting her mother not coming home, didnt come true. Wait, speaking of her mother, it was already 11:15 pm and her mother was not home. Just then  her brother, Jason camden, coming down the stairs said " Mom worked a double shift, and should be home any minute now." Sophia now looked worried because it was a dangerous stom, and she was terrified for he mother's life. Not only because of the nature of the storm but also because of the dream she had previously had. 

Ever since Sophia was a little girl she had had these kinds of dreams, and usually they came true. That's why this dream scared her so. The only problem was every time she told someone of her dreams, they said she was crazy, except her brother Jason. However, Jason never agreed with her in public for fear of his mother, Scarlet. Scarlet had once told Sophia that she was embarrassing her with her little stories, and if she did not stop them she would admit her to a hospital. That was when she was 10 years old, Sophia now was 21 years old. She was going to school for a degree in Criminal Psychology. Sophia was also a master of taking care of her brother who was now 11 years old, while her mom worked. Jason knew that Sophia wasn't crazy, because he saw how much her dreams scared her. He also saw how much disbelief the grown-ups showed in her stories, so someone had to believe in his sister!