Everybody Wears a Mask

I can't be the emotional one. I have to be strong for everyone. I'm the one they come to when something is wrong, I'm the one who talks sense into them when they are hurting. I can't do all of this if I am an emotional wreck. So why is it I feel like bawling my eyes out. I feel like I just got hit with an emotional train. I don't understand it, I just randomly feel like this all of a sudden? I try to be inspirational to everyone because everyone needs at least a little inspiration in there life. And If I can be that inspiration then I will be. But I can't be said inspiration If I am an emotional wreck.. I just needed to write. It helps me feel better. One Inspiration a day will be coming back I promise. I just gotta get myself back together..